post 1 : ambience

I guess I've been buried somewhere deepinside idk what, I'm not living but only existing. Whatever be this perticular stage of my life, it feels like ambience to me. While there's violence, there's unpleasant things happening all around me but amidst that there's some unsettling peace. I find some hope and stick myself to it like depending completely on that one slick of hope which I don't even know how long it will last.
I began Project 3ICE a few days ago and I don't have yet accomplished anything big so far, to be true I don't feel any connected to this project as I have felt for the previous ones in my past. Nevertheless I will set a deadline for this project week wise because I have to accomplish it come what may, yeah, I'll have to give it everything I have be it. You know what I have lost at what real progress feels like, I just keep doing the work as I think it must be done but real progress is beyond that.

Yup that's so much for today see you tomorrow

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